"People who excite you appear
as friends and you follow them and the glorifying feelings which these devils
can make you feel, blindly and without question”.
When
I was a small boy, I remember being embarrassed by a display of affection. For
some unknown reason, the sticky emotions everyone enjoyed were to me a strange
practice. Therefore, I could not bring myself to participate. I remained
distant, somewhat unemotionally involved.
I
recollect my first puff of pride as I stood back to admire something I had
made. Again, I was self-conscious about something being not quite right about
the charge of excitement I felt; I knew I did not want to feel that way again.
I also recall becoming aware of the emotions of anger and resentment and they
too slowly went away.
I
have grown up with little fear and conflict, with none of the ugly problems I
see that other people have. For in my distant past I did not know it then I had
faced the Truth about myself. Looking back, I can see that all the guilt’s
people develop grow from letting those simple observations go by unnoticed.
I
am sure you have had similar moments but chances are you didn't fare as well as
I did. All of the criticism and pressure you felt, made you think that there
was something wrong with you, your observations of yourself and people, so you
doubted what was true and became worldly. To this very day, you are miserable
only because you are still doubting, lost somewhere in your feelings and you
don't know how to stop doubting and get back to where you were.
What
a marvelous thing it would be if you would lose faith in the false faith you
have acquired, in the way you have come and once more take hold of your
original viewpoint.
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